The Glass Window Affect

It was new for him and I
Or me and him?
Whatever, it doesn't matter how you say it
I mean its no big deal really.
Worrying about those little things
Always seemed so silly.

Crack*

Like I remember one time
I got mad when he told me to shut up,
So he bought me a teddy bear, gave me a kiss, and hug
So naturally I forgave him
I mean who wouldn't?
Plus he said he wouldn't do it again
I believed him,
I loved him.
He said he wouldn't do it again.
He promised...

Crack* Crack*

I should have probably walked away
I shouldn't stay.
I fell asleep one night
Missed his call
It was all innocent I promise!
I was just so tired from school and work
So I thought I'd make it up to him
He always liked it when I got cute
I went over to his place,
Opened the door , and fell straight to the floor
I forgave him
Plus!!!
Gurrrrrlllllllll!!!! He put a ring on it
Talk about the best apology of the year
I mean I do love him
I shouldn't have fallen asleep any way
It's no big deal, I bruise easily
Plus he promised he wouldn't do it again..
He promised...

Crack* Crack* Crack*

I was expecting his child..
My child
My joy
My hope
My new love
My new light
I was expecting...
I did all the right things
Read all the books
But one bad day for him was all that it took
Now  there's no more expectation
I'm left in the dark
There was no where to go
He promised...

Crack* Crack* Crack* Crack* Crack* Crack* Crack*

Go in to the bathroom
(I should have saw the signs)

Crack*

Lock the door
(I should have saw the signs)

Crack*

Turn the shower on
(I should have saw the signs)

Crack*

Fall to the floor
(I should have saw the signs)

Crack*

Bath is full, I slide in
No where to go...
(Too little to late, lost hope)

I will see my light on the other side
My last breath..
Goodbye

Shatter*

-G-